I'm leaving home again

I saw this quote that went something like this… In order to move on we have to leave something behind. It describes my struggle at the moment. I’m home briefly again and the clock is ticking till the time I leave. Here’s what, I love home and I see so much good that I can do but I know that moving on for me means leaving home behind. For me that’s painful. The memories immortalized within these walls are so vivid sometimes I feel like I’m in a lucid dream. I don’t want to leave, I don’t want to do anything but curl up and be at one with my memories of this place…but I have to move on to do the things that possibly I need to do in order to return. I know if I stay I won’t be fulfilled and I will always feel like there was something out there that I was meant to do. So I’ve decided to chase the voice that keeps calling, that tells me that my prize will be bigger if I trust in it. I’m hoping that my journey will come full circle but for now I’m leaving home again.