So I’ve finished writing a couple articles and I’m waiting
for somebody to be up so that I can chain them to the chair to listen to my
articles (muahahhahahaaha). Poor things, I understand that they aren’t always
interested in what I write but they listen and comment anyway and I have to say
that’s what you call love. (Hopefully I will be able to give them awesome
Christmas gifts) …
So while I wait I thought that I’d check messages and give
my blog some love. I received a facebook message from an awesome friend joking
with me about taking over the world. It’s funny because my over eager nature
(as always) has caused me to bite off more than I can chew. Truth is I want to
be successful and take the world by storm but my attempts have been pinky and
the brain-ish.
Remember that book challenge … well I did start it, but I
haven’t read half as many books as I set out to … (yeah I’m not going to say
how many I’ve read so far, it’s embarrassing). I somehow forgot that I am a
painfully slow reader who takes a whole minute to cackle at single joke in the
passage, read it over and cackle again (for another minute). Then I book mark
it and re tell the story to everybody who would listen (not that they care but
when I find something funny I tend to not notice the why would I care abut this
expression on somebody else’s face). I’m also easily amused so you can
understand how slowly I get through books.
Then I get these brilliant ideas that I MUST Add things to
my schedule. Not forgetting that I have other stuff to do but somehow momentarily
forgetting that there are only 24 hours in the day. Its funny how my
relationship with time comes up in EVERYTHING I do because I’m so scared that I
don’t get to do what I want to do …not to be morbid here … but just incase I
die or just incase time somehow lets somebody else execute my idea before I do,
I keep adding things to my roster…
I have to remember that …I must prioritize, I must get over
my phobia of time.. I must be patient… I must accept competition and I must
believe that things will work out for the best !... I must…I will.. I have to
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