I saw this quote that went something like this… In order to
move on we have to leave something behind. It describes my struggle at the
moment. I’m home briefly again and the clock is ticking till the time I leave.
Here’s what, I love home and I see so much good that I can do but I know that moving
on for me means leaving home behind. For me that’s painful. The memories
immortalized within these walls are so vivid sometimes I feel like I’m in a
lucid dream. I don’t want to leave, I don’t want to do anything but curl up and
be at one with my memories of this place…but I have to move on to do the things
that possibly I need to do in order to return. I know if I stay I won’t be
fulfilled and I will always feel like there was something out there that I was
meant to do. So I’ve decided to chase the voice that keeps calling, that tells
me that my prize will be bigger if I trust in it. I’m hoping that my journey
will come full circle but for now I’m leaving home again.
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